Don`t be my friend! I know is hard, to lose somebody like michael...look, i have only 16 years old...i lost my grandparents and michael the same year, in october and december...and that almost kills me, but...i discover that i have to live, because like one of michael`s songs says: What`s the use of crying?...Believe me, i almost live in a terrible depression, and my pastlife wasn`t very good...i have traumas since the school...and...i don`t let my heart be so devastated...i know is hard, i am stronger as i can, god gave me talents, like the the gift of the song, to write poems, to act...to be an entreteiner....and michael and my grandparents are one of my powerful reasons to continue living...I almost wanted to die, because...i tried one time to kill myself...but i understand, that michael would not accept me so young in heaven...he wants for me a better destiny....i will do it just for him...i will become an artist just i know that i am making him proud of me. he is watching me, and he is watching you, and he is watching everybody, all those persons who loved him...
So, please...Keep your head up, and smile...do it for him.